安徒生童话-第100章
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limb; and thereforeslipped; and nearly went in head…foremost。 He managed; however; toscramble out with wet sleeves and bespattered trousers。 Still; wet andsplashed with mud; he contrived to reach Babette's window; to which hehad been guided by the light that shone from it。 Here he climbed theold linden…tree that stood near it; and began to imitate the voiceof an owl; the only bird he could venture to mimic。 Babette heardthe noise; and glanced through the thin window curtain; but when shesaw the man in white; and guessed who he was; her little heart beatwith terror as well as anger。 She quickly put out the light; felt ifthe fastening of the window was secure; and then left him to howl aslong as he liked。 How dreadful it would be; thought Babette; if Rudywere here in the house。 But Rudy was not in the house。 No; it was muchworse; he was outside; standing just under the linden…tree。 He wasspeaking loud; angry words。 He could fight; and there might be murder!Babette opened the window in alarm; and called Rudy's name; she toldhim to go away; she did not wish him to remain there。
〃You do not wish me to stay;〃 cried he; 〃then this is anappointment you expected… this good friend whom you prefer to me。Shame on you; Babette!〃
〃You are detestable!〃 exclaimed Babette; bursting into tears。〃Go away。 I hate you。〃
〃I have not deserved this;〃 said Rudy; as he turned away; hischeeks burning; and his heart like fire。
Babette threw herself on the bed; and wept bitterly。 〃So much as Iloved thee; Rudy; and yet thou canst think ill of me。〃
Thus her anger broke forth; it relieved her; however: otherwiseshe would have been more deeply grieved; but now she could sleepsoundly; as youth only can sleep。
XII。 EVIL POWERS
Rudy left Bex; and took his way home along the mountain path。The air was fresh; but cold; for here amidst the deep snow; the IceMaiden reigned。 He was so high up that the large trees beneath him;with their thick foliage; appeared like garden plants; and the pinesand bushes even less。 The Alpine roses grew near the snow; which layin detached stripes; and looked like linen laid out to bleach。 Ablue gentian grew in his path; and he crushed it with the butt endof his gun。 A little higher up; he espied two chamois。 Rudy's eyesglistened; and his thoughts flew at once in a different direction; buthe was not near enough to take a sure aim。 He ascended still higher;to a spot where a few rough blades of grass grew between the blocks ofstone and the chamois passed quietly on over the snow…fields。 Rudywalked hurriedly; while the clouds of mist gathered round him。Suddenly he found himself on the brink of a precipitous rock。 The rainwas falling in torrents。 He felt a burning thirst; his head was hot;and his limbs trembled with cold。 He seized his hunting…flask; butit was empty; he had not thought of filling it before ascending themountain。 He had never been ill in his life; nor ever experienced suchsensations as those he now felt。 He was so tired that he couldscarcely resist lying down at his full length to sleep; although theground was flooded with the rain。 Yet when he tried to rouse himself alittle; every object around him danced and trembled before his eyes。
Suddenly he observed in the doorway of a hut newly built under therock; a young maiden。 He did not remember having seen this hut before;yet there it stood; and he thought; at first; that the young maidenwas Ante; the schoolmaster's daughter; whom he had once kissed inthe dance。 The maiden was not Ante; yet it seemed as if he had seenher somewhere before; perhaps near Grindelwald; on the evening ofhis return home from Interlachen; after the shooting…match。
〃How did you e here?〃 he asked。
〃I am at home;〃 she replied; 〃I am watching my flocks。〃
〃Your flocks!〃 he exclaimed; 〃where do they find pasture? There isnothing here but snow and rocks。〃
〃Much you know of what grows here;〃 she replied; laughing。 〃notfar beneath us there is beautiful pasture…land。 My goats go there。 Itend them carefully; I never miss one。 What is once mine remainsmine。〃
〃You are bold;〃 said Rudy。
〃And so are you;〃 she answered。
〃Have you any milk in the house?〃 he asked; 〃if so; give me someto drink; my thirst is intolerable。〃
〃I have something better than milk;〃 she replied; 〃which I willgive you。 Some travellers who were here yesterday with their guideleft behind them a half a flask of wine; such as you have nevertasted。 They will not e back to fetch it; I know; and I shall notdrink it; so you shall have it。〃
Then the maiden went to fetch the wine; poured some into awooden cup; and offered it to Rudy。
〃How good it is!〃 said he; 〃I have never before tasted suchwarm; invigorating wine。〃 And his eyes sparkled with new life; aglow diffused itself over his frame; it seemed as if every sorrow;every oppression were banished from his mind; and a fresh; free naturewere stirring within him。 〃You are surely Ante; theschoolmaster's daughter;〃 cried he; 〃will you give me a kiss?〃
〃Yes; if you will give me that beautiful ring which you wear onyour finger。〃
〃My betrothal ring?〃 he replied。
〃Yes; just so;〃 said the maiden; as she poured out some more wine;and held it to his lips。 Again he drank; and a living joy streamedthrough every vein。
〃The whole world is mine; why therefore should I grieve?〃thought he。 〃Everything is created for our enjoyment and happiness。The stream of life is a stream of happiness; let us flow on with it tojoy and felicity。〃
Rudy gazed on the young maiden; it was Ante; and yet it was notAnte; still less did he suppose it was the spectral phantom; whomhe had met near Grindelwald。 The maiden up here on the mountain wasfresh as the new fallen snow; blooming as an Alpine rose; and asnimble…footed as a young kid。 Still; she was one of Adam's race;like Rudy。 He flung his arms round the beautiful being; and gazed intoher wonderfully clear eyes;… only for a moment; but in that momentwords cannot express the effect of his gaze。 Was it the spirit of lifeor of death that overpowered him? Was he rising higher; or sinkinglower and lower into the deep; deadly abyss? He knew not; but thewalls of ice shone like blue…green glass; innumerable clefts yawnedaround him; and the water…drops tinkled like the chiming of churchbells; and shone clearly as pearls in the light of a pale…blueflame。 The Ice Maiden; for she it was; kissed him; and her kiss sent achill as of ice through his whole frame。 A cry of agony escaped fromhim; he struggled to get free; and tottered from her。 For a moment allwas dark before his eyes; but when he opened them again it waslight; and the Alpine maiden had vanished。 The powers of evil hadplayed their game; the sheltering hut was no more to be seen。 Thewater trickled down the naked sides of the rocks; and snow lay thicklyall around。 Rudy shivered with cold; he was wet through to the skin;and his ring was gone;… the betrothal ring that Babette had given him。His gun lay near him in the snow; he took it up and tried to dischargeit; but it missed fire。 Heavy clouds lay on the mountain clefts;like firm masses of snow。 Upon one of these Vertigo sat; lurking afterhis powerless prey; and from beneath came a sound as if a piece ofrock had fallen from the cleft; and was crushing everything that stoodin its way or opposed its course。
But; at the miller's; Babette sat alone and wept。 Rudy had notbeen to see her for six days。 He who was in the wrong; and who oughtto ask her forgiveness; for did she not love him with her whole heart?
XIII。 AT THE MILL
〃What strange creatures human beings are;〃 said the parlor…catto the kitchen…cat; 〃Babette and Rudy have fallen out with each other。She sits and cries; and he thinks no more about her。〃
〃That does not please me to hear;〃 said the kitchen…cat。
〃Nor me either;〃 replied the parlor…cat; 〃but I do not take itto heart。 Babette may fall in love with the red whiskers; if shelikes; but he has not been here since he tried to get on the roof。〃
The powers of evil carry on their game both around us and withinus。 Rudy knew this; and thought a great deal about it。 What was itthat had happened to him on the mountain? Was it really a ghostlyapparition; or a fever dream? Rudy knew nothing of fever; or any otherailment。 But; while he judged Babette; he began to examine his ownconduct。 He had allowed wild thoughts to chase each other in hisheart; and a fierce tornado to break loose。 Could he confess toBabette; indeed; every thought which in the hour of temptation mighthave led him to wrong doing? He had lost her ring; and that veryloss had won him back to her。 Could she expect him to confess? He feltas if his heart would break while he thought of it; and while somany memories lingered on his mind。 He saw her again; as she oncestood before him; a laughing; spirited child; many loving words; whichshe had spoken to him out of the fulness of her love; came like aray of sunshine into his heart; and soon it was all sunshine as hethought of Babette。 But she must also confess she was wrong; thatshe should do。
He went to the mill… he went to confession。 It began with akiss; and ended with Rudy being considered the offender。 It was such agreat fault to doubt Babette's truth… it was most abominable of him。Such mistrust; such viole