Sphere (深海圆疑) 原版小说-第46章

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't　help…and　she　died。〃
〃What　was　wrong　with　her？〃
〃I　don't　know。　Something。〃
Fascinating；　Norman　thought。　He'd　never　really　considered　it　before；　but　this　room…for　that　matter；　this　entire　spacecraft…was　one　big　Rorschach。　Or　more　accurately；　a　TAT。　The　Thematic　Apperception　Test　was　a　psychological　test　that　consisted　of　a　series　of　ambiguous　pictures。　Subjects　were　supposed　to　tell　what　they　thought　was　happening　in　the　pictures。　Since　no　clear　story　was　implied　by　the　pictures；　the　subjects　supplied　the　stories。　And　the　stories　told　much　more　about　the　storytellers　than　about　the　pictures。
Now　Beth　was　telling　them　her　fantasy　about　this　room：　that　a　woman　had　been　in　charge　of　the　expedition；　the　men　had　failed　to　listen　to　her；　they　had　died；　and　she　alone　had　remained　alive；　the　sole　survivor。
It　didn't　tell　them　much　about　this　spaceship。　But　it　told　them　a　lot　about　Beth。
〃I　get　it；〃　Harry　said。　〃You　mean　she's　the　one　who　made　the　mistake　and　piloted　the　ship　back　too　far　into　the　past。　Typical　woman　driver。〃
〃Do　you　have　to　make　a　joke　of　everything？〃
〃Do　you　have　to　take　everything　so　seriously？〃
〃This　is　serious；〃　Beth　said。
〃I'll　tell　you　a　different　story；〃　Harry　said。　〃This　woman　screwed　up。　She　was　supposed　to　do　something；　and　she　forgot　to　do　it；　or　else　she　made　a　mistake。　And　then　she　went　into　hibernation。　As　a　result　of　her　mistake；　the　rest　of　the　＇＇252＇＇　crew　died；　and　she　never　woke　up　from　the　hibernation…never　realized　what　she　had　done；　because　she　was　so　unaware　of　what　was　really　happening。〃
〃I'm　sure　you　like　that　story　better；〃　Beth　said。　〃It　fits　with　your　typical　black…male　contempt　for　women。〃
〃Easy；〃　Norman　said。
〃You　resent　the　power　of　the　female；〃　Beth　said。
〃What　power？　You　call　lifting　weights　power？　That's　only　strength…and　it　es　out　of　a　feeling　of　weakness；　not　power。〃
〃You　skinny　little　weasel；〃　Beth　said。
〃What're　you　going　to　do；　beat　me　up？〃　Harry　said。　〃Is　that　your　idea　of　power？〃
〃I　know　what　power　is；〃　Beth　said；　glaring　at　him。
〃Easy；　easy；〃　Norman　said。　〃Let's　not　get　into　this。〃
Harry　said；　〃What　do　you　think；　Norman？　Do　you　have　a　story　about　the　room；　too？〃
〃No；〃　Norman　said。　〃I　don't。〃
〃Oh；　e　on；〃　Harry　said。　〃I　bet　you　do。〃
〃No；〃　Norman　said。　〃And　I'm　not　going　to　mediate　between　you　two。　We've　all　got　to　stay　together　on　this。　We　have　to　work　as　a　team；　as　long　as　we're　down　here。〃
〃It's　Harry　who's　divisive；〃　Beth　said。　〃From　the　beginning　of　this　trip；　he's　tried　to　make　trouble　with　everybody。　All　those　snide　little　ments　。。。〃
〃What　snide　little　ments？〃　Harry　said。
〃You　know　perfectly　well　what　snide　little　ments；〃　Beth　said。
Norman　walked　out　of　the　room。　〃Where're　you　going？〃
〃Your　audience　is　leaving。〃
〃Why？〃
〃Because　you're　both　boring。〃
〃Oh；〃　Beth　said；　〃Mr。　Cool　Psychologist　decides　we　are　boring？〃
〃That's　right；〃　Norman　said；　walking　through　the　glass　tunnel；　not　looking　back。
〃Where　do　you　get　off；　making　all　these　judgments　of　other　people？〃　Beth　shouted　at　him。
＇＇253＇＇　He　kept　walking。
〃I'm　speaking　to　you！　Don't　you　walk　away　while　I'm　speaking　to　you；　Norman！〃
He　came　into　the　galley　once　more　and　started　opening　the　drawers；　looking　for　the　nut　bars。　He　was　hungry　again；　and　the　search　took　his　mind　off　the　other　two。　He　had　to　admit　he　was　disturbed　by　the　way　things　were　going。　He　found　a　bar；　tore　the　foil；　ate　it。
Disturbed；　but　not　surprised。　In　studies　of　group　dynamics　he　had　long　ago　verified　the　truth　of　the　old　statement　〃Three's　a　crowd。〃　For　a　high…tension　situation；　groups　of　three　were　inherently　unstable。　Unless　everybody　had　clearly　defined　responsibilities；　the　group　tended　to　form　shifting　allegiances；　two　against　one。　That　was　what　was　happening　now。
He　finished　the　nut　bar；　and　immediately　ate　another　one。　How　much　longer　did　they　have　down　here？　At　least　thirty…six　hours　more。　He　looked　for　a　place　to　carry　additional　nut　bars；　but　his　polyester　jumpsuit　had　no　pockets。
Beth　and　Harry　came　into　the　galley；　much　chagrined。
〃Want　a　nut　bar？〃　he　said；　chewing。
〃We　want　to　apologize；〃　she　said。
〃For　what？〃
〃For　acting　like　children；〃　Harry　said。
〃I'm　embarrassed；〃　Beth　said。　〃I　feel　terrible　about　losing　my　temper　that　way；　I　feel　like　a　plete　idiot。　。。。　Beth　was　hanging　her　head；　staring　at　the　floor。　Interesting　how　she　flipped；　he　thought；　from　aggressive　self…confidence　to　the　plete　opposite；　abject　self…apology。　Nothing　in　between。
〃Let's　not　take　it　too　far；〃　he　said。　〃We're　all　tired。〃
〃I　feel　just　awful；〃　Beth　continued。　〃Really　awful。　I　feel　as　if　I've　let　you　both　down。　I　shouldn't　be　here　in　the　first　place。　I'm　not　worthy　to　be　in　this　group。〃
Norman　said；　〃Beth；　have　a　nut　bar　and　stop　feeling　sorry　for　yourself。〃
〃Yes；〃　Harry　said。　〃I　think　I　like　you　better　angry。〃
〃I'm　sick　of　those　nut　bars；〃　Beth　said。　〃Before　you　came　here；　I　ate　eleven　of　them。〃
＇＇254＇＇　〃Well；　make　it　an　even　dozen；〃　Norman　said；　〃and　we'll　go　back　to　the　habitat。〃


Walking　back　across　the　ocean　floor；　they　were　tense；　watching　for　the　squid。　But　Norman　derived　fort　from　the　fact　that　they　were　armed。　And　something　else：　some　inner　confidence　that　came　from　his　earlier　confrontation　with　the　squid。
〃You　hold　that　spear　gun　like　you　mean　it；〃　Beth　said。　〃Yes。　I　guess　so。〃　All　his　life　he　had　been　an　academic；　a　university　researcher；　and　had　never　conceived　of　himself　as　a　man　of　action。　At　least；　nothing　beyond　the　occasional　game　of　golf。　Now；　holding　the　spear　gun　ready；　he　found　he　rather　liked　the　feeling。
As　he　walked　he　noticed　the　profusion　of　sea　fans　on　the　path　between　the　spacecraft　and　the　habitat。　They　were　obliged　to　walk　around　the　fans；　which　were　sometimes　four　and　five　feet　tall；　gaudy　purple　and　blue　in　their　lights。　Norman　was　quite　sure　that　the　fans　had　not　been　down　here　when　they　first　arrived　at　the　habitat。
Now　there　were　not　only　colorful　fans；　but　schools　of　large　fish；　too。　Most　of　the　fish　were　black　with　a　reddish　stripe　across　the　back。　Beth　said　they　were　Pacific　surgeonfish；　normal　for　the　region。
Everything　is　changing；　he　thought。　It's　all　changing　around　us。　But　he　wasn't　sure　about　that。　He　didn't　really　trust　his　memory　down　here。　There　were　too　many　other　things　to　alter　his　perceptions…the　high…pressure　atmosphere；　the　injuries　he　had　received；　and　the　nagging　tension　and　fear　he　lived　with。
Something　pale　caught　his　eye。　Shining　his　light　down　on　the　bottom；　he　saw　a　wriggling　white　streak　with　a　long　thin　fin　and　black　stripes。　At　first　he　thought　it　was　an　eel。　Then　he　saw　the　tiny　head；　the　mouth。
〃Just　wait；〃　Beth　said；　putting　her　arm　on　him。　〃What　is　it？〃
〃Sea　snake。〃
〃Are　they　dangerous？〃
＇＇255＇＇　〃Not　usually。〃
〃Poisonous？〃　Harry　said。
〃Very　Poisonous。〃
The　snake　stayed　close　to　the　bottom；　apparently　looking　for　food。　The　snake　ignored　them　entirely；　and　Norman　found　it　quite　beautiful　to　watch；　particularly　as　it　moved　farther　away。
〃It　gives　me　the　creeps；〃　Beth　said。
〃Do　you　know　what　kind　it　is？〃　Norman　said。
〃It　may　be　a　Belcher's；〃　Beth　said。　〃Pacific　sea　snakes　are　all　poisonous；　but　Belcher's　sea　snake　is　the　most　poisonous。　In　fact；　some　researchers　think　it's　the　deadliest　reptile　in　the　world；　with　venom　a　hundred　times　more　powerful　than　the　venom　of　a　king　cobra　or　the　black　tiger　snake。〃
〃So　if　it　bit　you　。。。〃
〃Two　minutes；　tops。〃
They　watched　the　snake　slither　away　among　the　fans。　Then　it　was　gone。
〃Sea　snakes　are　not　usually　aggressive；〃　Beth　said。　〃Some　divers　even　touch　them；　play　with　them；　but　I　never　would。　God。　Snakes。〃
〃Why　are　they　so　poisonous？　Is　it　for　immobilizing　prey？〃
〃You　know；　it's　interesting；〃　Beth　said；　〃but　the　most　toxic　creatures　in　the　world　are　all　water　creatures。　The　venom　of　land　animals　is　nothing　in　parison。　And　even　among　land　animals；　the　most　deadly　poison　is　derived　from　an　amphibian；　a　toad；　Bufotene　marfensis。　In　the　sea；　there　are　poisonous　fish；　like　the　blowfish；　which　is　a　delicacy　in　Japan；　there　are　poisonous　shells；　like　the　star　cone；　Alaverdis　lotensis。　Once　I　was　on　a　boat　in　Guam　and　a　woman　brought　up　a　star　cone。　The　shells　are　very　beautiful；　but　she　didn't　know　you　have　to　keep　your　fingers　away　from　the　point。　The　animal　extruded　its　poison　spine　and　stung　her　in　the　palm。　She　took　three　steps　before　she　collapsed　in　convulsions；　and　she　died　within　an　hour。　There　are　also　poisonous　plants；　poisonous　sponges；　poisonous　corals。　And　then　the　snakes。　Even　the　weakest　of　the　sea　snakes　are　invariably　lethal。〃
〃Nice；〃　Harry　said。
〃Well；　you　have　to　recognize　that　the　ocean　is　a　much　＇＇256＇＇　older　living　environment　than　the　land。　There's　been　life　in　the　oceans　for　three　and　a　half　billion　years；　much　longer　than　on　land。　The　methods　of　petition　and　defense　are　much　more　highly　developed　in　the　ocean…there's　been　more　time。〃
〃You　mean　a　few　billion　years　from　now；　there　will　be　tremendously　poisonous　animals　on　land；　too？〃
〃If　we　get　that　far；〃　she　said。
〃Let's　just　get　back　to　the　habitat；〃　Harry　said。
The　habitat　was　now　very　close。　They　could　see　all　the　streaming　bubbles　rising　from　the　leaks。
〃Leaking　like　a　bastard；〃　Harry　said。　〃I　think　we've　got　enough　air。〃
〃I　think　I'll　check。〃
〃Be　my　guest；〃　Beth　said；　〃but　I　did　a　thorough　job。〃　Norman　thought　another　argum