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ed　at　the　motion；　and　Allie　was　glad　for　the　distraction。

“Is　he　yours？”　she　asked。

Noah　nodded；　feeling　the　tightness　in　his　stomach。　“Actually　it’s　a　she。　Clementine’s　her　name。　But　yeah；　she’s　all　mine。”　They　both　watched　as　Clem　stretched；　then　wandered　towards　the　sounds。　Allie’s　eyes　widened　just　a　bit　when　she　saw　her　limp　away。

“What　happened　to　her　leg？”　she　asked；　stalling　for　time。

“Hit　by　a　car　a　few　months　back。　Doc　Harrison；　the　vet；　called　me　to　see　if　I　wanted　her　because　her　owner　didn’t　any　more。　After　I　saw　what　had　happened；　I　guess　I　just　couldn’t　let　her　be　put　down。〃

“You　were　always　nice　like　that；”　she　said；　trying　to　relax。　She　looked　past　him　towards　the　house。　“You　did　a　wonderful　job　restoring　it。　It　looks　perfect；　just　like　I　knew　it　would　some　day。”

He　turned　his　head　in　the　same　direction　as　hers　while　he　wondered　about　the　small　talk　and　what　she　was　holding　back。

“Thanks；　that’s　nice　of　you。　It　was　quite　a　project；　though。　I　don’t　know　if　I　would　do　it　again。”

“Of　course　you　would；”　she　said。　She　knew　exactly　how　he　felt　about　this　place。　But　then　she　knew　how　he　felt　about　everything—　or　at　least　she　had　a　long　time　ago。

And　with　that　she　realized　they　were　strangers　now。　Fourteen　years　apart　was　a　long　time。　Too　long。

“What　is　it；　Allie？”　He　turned　to　her；　but　she　continued　to　stare　at　the　house。

“I’m　being　rather　silly；　aren’t　I？”　she　asked；　trying　to　smile。

“What　do　you　mean？”

“This　whole　thing。　Showing　up　out　of　the　blue；　not　knowing　what　I　want　to　say。　You　must　think　I’m　crazy。”

“You’re　not　crazy；”　he　said　gently。　He　reached　for　her　hand；　and　she　let　him　hold　it　as　they　stood　next　to　one　another。　He　went　on：

“Even　though　I　don’t　know　why；　I　can　see　this　is　hard　for　you。　Why　don’t　we　go　for　a　walk？”

“Like　we　used　to？”

“Why　not？　I　think　we　both　could　use　one。”

She　hesitated　and　looked　to　his　front　door。　“Do　you　need　to　tell　anyone？”

He　shook　his　head。　“There’s　no　one　to　tell。　It’s　just　me　and　Clem。”

Even　though　she　had　asked；　she　had　suspected　there　wouldn’t　be　anyone　else；　and　inside　she　didn’t　know　how　to　feel　about　that。　But　it　did　make　what　she　wanted　to　say　a　little　harder。　It　would　have　been　easier　if　there　was　someone　else。

They　started　towards　the　river　and　turned　onto　a　path　near　the　bank。　She　let　go　of　his　hand　and　walked　on　with　just　enough　distance　between　them　so　that　they　couldn’t　accidentally　touch。

He　looked　at　her。　She　was　still　pretty；　with　thick　hair　and　soft　eyes；　and　she　moved　so　gracefully　that　it　seemed　as　though　she　were　gliding。　He’d　seen　beautiful　women　before；　women　who　caught　his　eye；　but　to　his　mind　they　usually　lacked　the　traits　he　found　most　desirable。　Traits　like　intelligence；　confidence；　strength　of　spirit；　passion；　traits　that　inspired　others　to　greatness；　traits　he　aspired　to　himself。

Allie　had　those　traits；　he　knew；　and　as　they　walked　now　he　sensed　them　once　again　lingering　beneath　the　surface。　“A　living　poem”　had　always　been　the　words　that　came　to　mind　when　he　tried　to　describe　her　to　others。

“How　long　have　you　been　back　here？”　she　asked　as　the　path　gave　way　to　a　small　grass　hill。

“Since　last　December。　I　worked　up　north　for　a　while；　then　spent　the　last　three　years　in　Europe。”

She　looked　at　him　with　questions　in　her　eyes。　“The　war？”

He　nodded　and　she　went　on。

“I　thought　you　might　be　there。　I’m　glad　you　made　it　out　okay。”

“Me　too；”　he　said。

“Are　you　glad　to　be　back　Home？”

“Yeah。　My　roots　are　here。　This　is　where　I’m　supposed　to　be。”　He　paused。　“But　what　about　you？”　He　asked　the　question　softly；　suspecting　the　worst。

It　was　a　long　moment　before　she　answered。　“I’m　engaged。”

He　looked　down　when　she　said　it；　suddenly　feeling　just　a　bit　weaker。　So　that　was　it。　That’s　what　she　needed　to　tell　him。

“Congratulations；”　he　finally　said；　wondering　how　convincing　he　sounded。　“When’s　the　big　day？”

“Three　weeks。　Lon　wanted　a　November　wedding。”

“Lon？”

“Lon　Hammond　Junior。　My　fiancé”

He　nodded。　The　Hammonds　were　one　of　the　most　powerful　and　influential　families　in　the　state。　Cotton　money。　Unlike　that　of　his　own　father；　the　death　of　Lon　Hammond　Senior　had　made　the　front　page　of　the　newspaper。

“I’ve　heard　of　them。　His　father　built　quite　a　Business。　Did　Lon　take　over　for　him？”

She　shook　her　head。　“No；　he’s　a　lawyer。　He　has　his　own　practice。”

“With　his　name；　he　must　be　busy。”

“He　is。　He　works　a　lot。”

He　thought　he　heard　something　in　her　tone；　and　the　next　question　came　automatically。　“Does　he　treat　you　well？”

She　didn’t　answer　right　away；　as　if　she　were　considering　the　question　for　the　first　time。　Then：　“Yes。　He’s　a　good　man；　Noah。　You’d　like　him。”

Her　voice　was　distant　when　she　answered；　or　at　least　he　thought　it　was。　Noah　wondered　if　it　was　just　his　mind　playing　tricks　on　him。

“How’s　your　daddy　doing？”　she　asked。

Noah　took　a　couple　of　steps　before　answering。　“He　passed　on　earlier　this　year；　right　after　I　got　back。”

“I’m　sorry；”　she　said　softly。

He　nodded；　and　they　walked　on　in　silence。

They　reached　the　top　of　the　hill　and　stopped。　The　oak　tree　was　in　the　distance；　with　the　sun　glowing　orange　behind　it。　Allie　could　feel　his　eyes　on　her　as　she　stared　in　that　direction。

“A　lot　of　memories　there；　Allie。”

She　smiled。　“I　know。　I　saw　it　when　I　came　in。　Do　you　remember　the　day　we　spent　there？”

“Yes；”　he　answered；　volunteering　no　more。

“Do　you　ever　think　about　it？”

〃Sometimes；”　he　said。　“Usually　when　I’m　working　out　this　way。

It　sits　on　my　property　now。”

〃You　bought　it？”

I　just　couldn’t　bear　to　see　it　turned　into　kitchen　cabis。”

She　laughed　under　her　breath；　feeling　strangely　pleased　about　that。　“Do　you　still　read　poetry？

He　nodded。　“Yeah。　I　never　stopped。　I　guess　it’s　in　my　blood。”

“Do　you　know；　you’re　the　only　poet　I’ve　ever　met。”

“I’m　no　poet。　I　read；　but　I　can’t　write　a　verse。　I’ve　tried。”

“You’re　still　a　poet；　Noah　Taylor　Calhoun。”　Her　voice　softened。

“I　still　think　about　it　a　lot。　It　was　the　first　time　anyone　ever　read　poetry　to　me。　In　fact；　it’s　the　only　time。”

Her　ment　made　both　of　them　drift　back　and　remember　as　they　slowly　circled　back　to　the　house；　following　a　new　path　that　passed　near　the　dock。

As　the　sun　dropped　a　little　lower　and　the　sky　turned　orange；　he　asked：　〃So；　how　long　are　you　staying？”

“I　don’t　know。　Not　long。　Maybe　until　tomorrow　or　the　next　day。”

〃Is　your　flanc6　here　on　Business？”　She　shook　her　head。　“No；　he’s　still　in　Raleigh。”

Noah　raised　his　eyebrows。　“Does　he　know　you’re　here？”

She　shook　her　head　again　and　answered　slowly。　“No。　I　told　him　I　was　looking　for　antiques。　He　wouldn’t　understand　my　ing　here。”

Noah　was　a　little　surprised。　It　was　one　thing　to　e　and　visit；　but　it　was　an　entirely　different　matter　to　hide　the　truth　from　her　fiancé。

The　gravel　crunched　beneath　their　feet　as　they　walked。　He　asked：　“Allie；　do　you　love　him？”

She　answered　automatically。　“Yes；　I　love　him。”

The　words　hurt。　But　again　he　thought　he　heard　something　in　her　tone；　as　if　she　were　saying　it　to　convince　herself。　He　stopped　and　gently　took　her　shoulders　in　his　hands；　making　her　face　him。　The　fading　sunlight　reflected　in　her　eyes　as　he　spoke。

“If　you’re　happy；　Allie；　and　you　love　him。　I　won’t　try　to　stop　you　from　going　back　to　him。　But　if　there’s　a　part　of　you　that　isn’t　sure；　then　don’t　do　it。　This　isn’t　the　kind　of　thing　you　go　into　halfway。”

Her　ansaking　the　right　decision。　Noah。”

He　stared　for　a　second；　wondering　if　he　believed　her。　Then　he　nodded　and　they　began　to　walk　again。　He　said：　I’m　not　making　this　easy　for　you；　am　I。？”

She　smiled　a　little。　〃It’s　okay。　I　really　can’t　blame　you。”

〃I’m　sorry　anyway。〃

〃Don’t　be。　There’s　no　reason　to　be　sorry。　I’m　the　one　who　should　be　apologizing。　Maybe　I　should　have　written。”

He　shook　his　head。　〃I’m　glad　you　came。　It’s　good　to　see　you　again。　You　were　the　best　friend　I　ever　had；　Allie。　I’d　still　like　to　be　friends；　even　if　you　are　engaged；　and　even　if　it　is　just　for　a　couple　of　days。　How　about　we　just　kind　of　get　to　know　each　other　again？”

She　thought　about　it；　and　decided　that　since　he　knew　about　her　engagement；　it　would　probably　be　all　right。　Or　at　least　not　wrong。

She　smiled　slightly　and　nodded。　〃I’d　like　that。”

〃Good。　How　about　dinner？　I　know　a　place　that　serves　the　best　crab　in　town。”

〃Sounds　great。　Where？”

〃My　house。　I’ve　had　the　traps　out　all　week；　and　I　saw　that　I　had　some　good　ones　caged　a　couple　of　days　ago。　Do　you　mind？”

〃No；　that　sounds　fine。”

He　smiled　and　pointed　over　his　shoulder　with　his　thumb。

〃Great。　They’re　at　the　dock。　I’ll　just　be　a　couple　of　minutes。”

Allie　watched　him　walk　away　and　noticed　the　tension　she’d　felt　when　telling　him　about　her　engagement　beginning　to　fade。　Closing　her　eyes；　she　ran　her　hands　through　her　hair　and　let　the　breeze　fan　her　cheek。　She　took　a　deep　breath　and　held　it　for　a　moment；　feeling　the　muscles　in　her　shoulders　relax　as　she　exhaled。　Finally；　opening　her　eyes；　she　stared　at　the　beauty　that　surrounded　her。　She　always　loved　evenings　like　this；　w