the notebook-恋恋笔记本(英文版)-第23章
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A lump has risen in my throat； and I am speechless。
〃But； Noah； you're not supposed to do this； and I can't let you。 So go back to your room。〃 Then； smiling； sniffling and shuffling some papers； she says： 〃Me； I'm going downstairs for some Coffee。 I won't be back to check on you for a while； so don't do anything foolish。〃
She rises quickly； touches my arm and walks towards the stairs。 She doesn't look back and suddenly I am alone。 I look at where she had been sitting and see her Coffee； a full cup； still steaming； and once again I learn that there are good people in the world。
As I begin my trek to Allie's room； I take tiny steps； and even at that pace my legs grow tired。 I find I must touch the wall to keep from falling down。 Lights buzz overhead； their fluorescent glow making my eyes ache； and I squint a little。 I press on； and the movement forces blood through banished arteries。 I feel myself being stronger with every step。 A phone rings in the nurses' station； and I push forward so that I will not be caught。 I am young and strong； with passion in my heart； and I will break down the door and lift her in my arms and carry her to paradise。
Who am I kidding？ I lead a simple life now。 I am foolish； an old man in love； a dreamer who dreams of nothing but reading to Allie and holding her whenever I can。 I am a sinner with many faults and a man who believes in magic； but I am too old to change and too old to care。
When I finally reach her room my body is weak。 My legs wobble； my eyes are blurred。 I struggle with the knob and in the end it takes two hands and three truckloads of effort。 The door opens and light from the hallway spills in； illuminating the bed where she sleeps。
She is lying with the covers halfway up。 After a moment I see her roll to one side； and her noises bring back memories of happier times。 She looks small in her bed。
I do not move； on this our anniversary； for almost a minute； and I long to tell her how I feel； but I stay quiet so I won't wake her。 Besides； it is written on the slip of paper that I will slide under her pillow。 It says：
Love； in these last and tender hours；
is sensitive and very pure
e morning light with soft…lit powers
to awaken love that's ever sure。
I think I hear someone ing； so I enter her room and close the door behind me。 Blackness descends and I cross her floor from memory and reach the window。 I open the curtains； and the moon stares back； large and full； the guardian of the evening。 Though I know I should not； I sit on her bed while I slip the note beneath her pillow。 Then I reach across and gently touch her face。 I stroke her hair； and I feel wonder； like a poser first discovering the works of Mozart。 She stirs and opens her eyes and I suddenly regret my foolishness； for I know she will begin to cry and scream； for this is what she always does。 But I feel an urge to attempt the impossible and lean towards her； our faces drawing closer。
When her lips meet mine； I feel a tingling I have never felt before； in all our years together； but I do not pull back。 And suddenly a miracle； for I feel her mouth open and I discover a forgotten paradise； unchanged all this time； ageless like the stars。 I feel the warmth of her body and allow myself to slip away； as I did so many years ago。 I close my eyes and bee a mighty ship in churning waters； strong and fearless； and she is my sails。 I gently trace the outline of her cheek； then take her hand in mine。 I kiss her lips； her cheeks； and listen as she takes a breath。 She murmurs softly； 〃Oh； Noah 。 。 。 I've missed you。〃 Another miracle—the greatest of all！ —and there's no way I can stop the tears as we begin to slip towards heaven itself。 For at that moment； the world is full of wonder as I feel her fingers reach for the buttons on my shirt and slowly； ever so slowly； she begins to undo them one by one。
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