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ed　her　face　in　his　neck　and　felt　him　deep　inside　her；　felt　his　strength　and　gentleness。

She　opened　her　eyes　and　watched　him　in　the　firelight；　marvelling　at　his　beauty。　She　saw　his　body　glisten　with　crystal　sweat　and　felt　every　responsibility；　every　facet　of　her　life；　slipping　away。

By　the　time　the　rain　had　stopped　and　the　sun　had　set；　her　body　was　exhausted。　They　spent　the　day　in　each　other's　arms；　alternately　making　love　by　the　fire　and　then　holding　each　other　as　they　watched　the　flames　curl　around　the　wood。　He　recited　his　favourite　poems　as　she　lay　beside　him；　and　she　listened　with　her　eyes　closed　and　almost　felt　the　words。　Then　they　joined　again　and　he　murmured　words　of　love　between　kisses　as　they　wrapped　their　arms　around　one　another。

They　went　on　throughout　the　evening；　making　up　for　their　years　apart；　and　slept　in　each　other's　arms　that　night。　Occasionally　he　would　wake　up　and　look　at　her；　her　body　spent　and　radiant；　and　feel　as　if　everything　were　suddenly　tight　in　this　world。

Once；　when　he　was　looking　at　her　in　the　moments　before　daybreak；　her　eyes　fluttered　open　and　she　smiled　and　reached　up　to　touch　his　face。　He　put　his　fingers　to　her　lips；　gently；　to　keep　her　from　speaking；　and　for　a　long　time　they　just　looked　at　one　another。

When　the　lump　in　his　throat　subsided；　he　whispered　to　her；　〃You　are　the　answer　to　every　prayer　I’ve　offered。　You　are　a　song；　a　dream；　a　whisper；　and　I　don't　know　how　I　could　have　lived　without　you　for　as　long　as　I　have。　I　love　you；　Allie；　more　than　you　can　ever　imagine；　I　always　have　and　I　always　will。〃

〃Oh；　Noah；〃　she　said；　pulling　him　to　her。　She　wanted　him；　needed　him　now　more　than　ever；　like　nothing　she'd　ever　known。

CHAPTER　SEVEN：　AN　UNEXPECTED　VISITOR

LATER　THAT　same　morning；　three　men　…　two　lawyers　and　the　judge—sat　in　chambers　while　Lon　finished　speaking。

〃It’s　an　unusual　request；〃　the　judge　answered；　pondering　the　situation。　〃It　seems　to　me　the　trial　could　very　well　end　today。　Are　you　saying　this　matter　can't　wait　until　later　this　evening　or　tomorrow？〃

〃No；　your　honour；　it　cant；〃　Lon　answered　almost　too　quickly。　Stay　relaxed；　he　told　himself。　Take　a　deep　breath。

〃And　it　has　nothing　to　do　with　this　case？〃

〃No；　your　honour。　It's　of　a　personal　nature。　I　know　it's　out　of　the　ordinary；　but　I　really　need　to　take　care　of　it。〃

The　judge　leaned　back　in　his　chair；　evaluating　him　for　a　moment。　〃Mr。　Bates；　how　do　you　feel　about　this？〃

The　lawyer　cleared　his　throat。　〃Mr。　Hammond　called　me　this　morning　arid　I've　already　spoken　to　my　clients。　They're　willing　to　postpone　until　Monday。　Mr。　Hammond　has　agreed　in　return　to　reopen　discussion　on　a　certain　matter　not　covered　by　this　proceeding。〃

The　judge　looked　hard　at　both　of　them。　〃I　don't　like　it；〃　he　said；　〃not　at　all。　But　Mr。　Hammond　has　never　made　such　a　request　before；　and　I　assume　the　matter　is　very　important　to　him。〃　He　banged　for　effect；　then　looked　at　some　papers　on　his　desk。　〃I'll　agree　to　adjourn　until　Monday；　Nine　o'clock　sharp。〃

〃Thank　you；　your　honour。”　Lon　said。

Two　minutes　later　he　was　leaving　the　courthouse。　He　walked　to　the　car　he　had　parked　directly　across　the　street；　got　in　and　began　the　drive　to　New　Bern；　his　hands　shaking；

NOAH　MADE　breakfast　for　Allie　while　she　slept　in　the　living　room。　Bacon；　rolls　and　Coffee；　nothing　spectacular。　He　set　the　tray　beside　her　as　she　woke　up；　and　as　soon　as　they　had　finished　eating　they　made　love　again；　in　powerful　confirmation　of　what　they　had　shared　the　day　before。

They　showered　and　afterwards　Allie　put　on　her　dress；　which　had　dried　overnight　She　spent　the　morning　with　Noah；　Together　they　fed　Clem　and　checked　the　windows　to　make　sure　no　damage　bad　been　done　in　the　storm。　Two　pine　trees　bad　blown　over；　though　neither　had　caused　much　damage；　and　a　few　shingles　had　Mown　off　the　shed；　but；　other　than　that；　the　property　had　escaped　unscathed。

He　held　her　hand　most　of　the　morning　and　they　talked　easily；　but　sometimes　he　would　stop　speaking　and　just　stare　at　her。　When　he　did；　she　felt　as　though　she　should　say　something；　but　nothing　meaningful　ever　came　into　her　head。　She　usually　just　kissed　him。

A　little　before　noon；　Noah　and　Allie　went　in　to　prepare　lunch。　Using　what　he　had　on　hand；　they　tried　some　chicken　and　baked　another　batch　of　bread　rolls；　and　the　two　of　them　ate　on　the　porch；　serenaded　by　a　mockingbird。

　While　they　were　inside　doing　the　dishes*　they　heard　a　knock　at　the　door；　Noah　left　Allie　in　the　kitchen。

Knock；　knock。　Louder。

Noah　approached　the　door。　

Knock；　knock。

〃I'm　ing；〃　he　said　as　he　opened　the　door。　〃Oh；　my　God。〃

He　stared　for　a　moment　at　a　beautiful　woman　in　her　early　fifties；　a　woman　he　would　have　recognized　anywhere。

〃Hello；　Noah；〃　she　said。

Noah　said　nothing。

“May　I　e　in？〃　she　asked；　her　voice　steady；　revealing　nothing。

He　stammered　out　a　reply　as　she　walked　past　him；　stopping　just　before　the　stairs。

〃Who　is　it？〃　Allie　shouted　from　the　kitchen；　and　the　woman　turned　at　the　sound　of　her　voice。

〃It's　your　mother。”　Noah　finally　answered；　and　immediately　after　he　said　it　he　heard　the　sound　of　breaking　glass。

〃I　knew　you　would　be　here；〃　Anne　Nelson　said　to　her　daughter　as　the　three　of　them　sat　around　the　Coffee　table　in　the　living　room。

〃How　could　you　be　so　sure？〃　　　　

〃You're　my　daughter。　One　day　when　you　have　kids　of　your　own；　you'll　know　the　answer。〃　She　smiled；　but　her　manner　was　stiff；　and　Noah　imagined　how　difficult　this　must　be　for　her。　〃I　saw　the　article；　too；　and　I　saw　your　reaction。　I　also　saw　how　tense　you've　been　during　the　last　couple　of　weeks；　and　when　you　said　you　were　going　shopping　near　the　coast；　I　knew　exactly　what　you　meant。〃

〃What　about　daddy？〃

Anne　Nelson　shook　her　head；　〃No；　I　didn't　tell　your　father　or　anyone　else　about　it。　Nor　did　I　tell　anyone　where　I　was　going　today。〃

〃Why　did　you　e？〃　Allie　asked。

〃I　came　because　I　had　to；〃　her　mother　said；　〃which　I'm　sure　is　the　same　reason　you　came。　Am　I　right？〃

Allie　nodded。

Anne　turned　to　Noah。　〃I　know　you　don't　think　so；　but　I　always　liked　you。　I　just　didn't　think　you　were　right　for　my　daughter。　Can　you　understand　that？〃

He　shook　his　head　as　he　answered。　〃No；　not　really。　It　wasn’t　fair　to　me；　and　it　wasn't　fair　to　Allie。　Otherwise　she　wouldn't　be　here。〃

　She　watched　him　as　he　answered；　but　she　said　nothing。　Allie；　sensing　an　argument；　cut　in。　〃What　do　you　mean　when　you　say　you　had　to　e？　Don't　you　trust　me？〃

Anne　turned　back　to　her　daughter。　〃This　has　nothing　to　do　with　trust。　This　has　to　do　with　Lon。　He　called　the　house　last　night　to　talk　to　me　about　Noah；　and　he's　on　his　way　here　right　now。　He　seemed　very　upset。　I　thought　you'd　want　to　know。〃

Allie　inhaled　sharply。　〃He's　on　his　way？〃

〃As　we　speak。　He　arranged　to　have　the　trial　postponed　until　next　week。　If　he's　not　in　New　Bern　yet；　he's　close。〃

〃What　did　you　say　to　him？〃

〃Not　much。　But　he　knew。　He　had　it　all　figured　out。　He　remembered　my　telling　him　about　Noah　a　long　time　ago。”

Allie　swallowed　hard；　〃Did　you　tell　him　I　was　here？〃

〃No。　And　I　won't。　That's　between　you　and　him。　But　knowing　him；　I'm　sure　he'll　find　you。　All　it　takes　is　a　couple　of　phone　calls　to　the　right　people。　After　all；　I　was　able　to　find　you；〃

Allie；　though　obviously　wearied；　smiled　at　her　mother。　〃Thank　you；〃　she　said；　and　her　mother　readied　for　her　hand。

〃I　know　we've　had　our　differences；　Allie；　and　that　we　haven't　seen　eye　to　eye　on　everything。　But　I'm…your　mother　and　that　means　I’ll　always　love　you。〃

Allie　was　silent　for　a　moment；　then：　〃What　should　I　do？〃

〃I　don’t　know；　Allie；　That's　up　to　you。　But　I　would　think　about　it。　Think　about　what　you　really　want。”

Allie　turned　away；　her　eyes　reddening。　A　moment　later　a　tear　drifted　down　her　cheek。　〃I　don't　know　。　。　。　〃　She　trailed　off；　and　her　mother　squeezed　her　hand。

Anne　looked　at　Noah；　who　had　been　sitting　with　his　head　down；　listening　carefully。　As　if　on　cue；　he　returned　her　gaze；　nodded　and　left　the　room。

When　he　was　gone；　Anne　whispered；　〃Do　you　love　him？〃

〃Yes；　I　do；〃　Allie　answered　softly；　〃very　much。〃

〃Do　you　love　Lon？〃

〃Yes；　I　do。　I　love　him；　too。　Dearly；　but　in　a　different　way。　He　doesn't　make　me　feel　the　way　Noah　does。〃

〃No　one　will　ever　do　that；〃　her　mother　said；　and　she　released　Allie's　hand。　〃I　can't　make　this　decision　for　you；　Allie；　this　one's　all　yours。　I　want　you　to　know；　though；　that　I　love　you。　And　I　always　will。　I　know　that　doesn't　help；　but　it's　all　I　can　do。〃

She　reached　in　her　handbag　and　removed　a　bundle　of　letters　held　together　with　string；　the　envelopes　old　and　slightly　yellowed。

〃These　are　the　letters　that　Noah　wrote　to　you。　I　never　threw　them　away；　and　they　haven't　been　opened。　I　know　I　shouldn't　have　kept　them　from　you；　and　I'm　sorry　for　that。　But　I　was　just　trying　to　protect　you。　I　didn't　realize。。。”

Allie　took　them　and　ran　her　hand　over　them；　shocked。

〃I　should　go；　Allie。　You've　got　some　decisions　to　make；　and　you　don't　have　much　time。　Do　you　want　me　to　stay　in　town？”

Allie　shook　her　head；　〃No；　this　is　up　to　me。〃

Anne　nodded　and　watched　her　daughter　for　a　moment；　wondering。　Finally　she　stood；　went　around　the　table；　leaned　over　and　kissed　Allie　on　the　cheek。　She　could　see　the　confusion　in　her　daughter's　eyes　as　Allie　embraced